I'M CRUSHING ON MY HUSBAND... MUST READ THIS

THAT'S RIGHT LADIES, TODAY IT'S ABOUT MY HUBBY... I'm CRUSHING ON HIM..... crazy and weird and WOW I know.....WARNING.... this post is coming from my overfilled heart and so expect misspellings, crazy sentences and just me being real.... when my heart is this full I never make sense so please bare with me...... I went back and forth over sharing this news and don't worry it's G rated but you are true friends of mine and I HAVE TO SHOUT IT OUT!!! I AM FALLING IN LOVE WITH MY HUSBAND... YES FALLING IN LOVE WITH MY HUSBAND..... THERE IS BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH.... I'M DIZZY.... NAUSEOUS.... HEART POUNDING.... CAN'T WAIT TILL I SEE HIM AGAIN FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM ALL OVER AGAIN...AFTER 20 + YEARS TOGETHER HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN..... SLOWLY OVER THE WEEKEND IT STARTED AND THEN BAM SUNDAY NIGHT IT HIT ME RIGHT IN THE GUT AND THEN MONDAY MORNING WHEN HE LEFT FOR WORK...BAM.... THERE IT WENT AGAIN AND JUST KEPT BUILDING AND HECK TODAY IT'S STILL THERE.... I  CAN'T EAT, CAN'T THINK, ALL I WANT IS HIM BY MY SIDE AND TO HOLD HIS HAND AND DO NOTHING..... JUST SOAK HIM IN.... SOAK US IN.... JUST US WITHOUT DISTRACTIONS...... I CAN'T WAIT TILL HE GETS HOME TONIGHT....

 

SO YES THAT SIGN UP THERE HAS ALWAYS BEEN TRUE FOR US BUT NOW I FEEL IT ALL OVER AGAIN AND MADE THIS TO HANG AND STARE AT ALL DAY...SO LET'S START ON HOW THIS HAPPEND.... DID I MENTION THAT I HAVE BUTTERFLIES AND CAN BARELY BREATH...I'M CRUSHING ON HIM BIG TIME AND JUST HAVE TO SHOUT IT OUT AND HOPE THAT IT WILL CALM MY NERVES DOWN.... SO HERE WE GO....

sorry that the picture is blurry.... didn't realize till I uploaded it.... see this cute and teenie tiny treasure... it's a pumpkin.... OMG I do love this little mini of all minis.... first let's just say that last week a couple times Rich and I made reference to how long we've been together and how great it's been and how well we know each other. I started going over the little things that are BIG he does for me and all the support and love he gives me and how thankful I was for him. So then he comes to me with his hands closed together and says he has something to show me, I'm a little scared thinking it's a bug or something gross or maybe just a frog.... but he says no just wait and see... god the butterflies started just a little bit then and I saw him standing there and saw the love he has for me all over his face.... well he opens his hands and this sweetest littlest pumpkin was there.... OMG I know crazy... nope it's not jewels or material things for me... it's the smallest and simpliest things that get my heart racing.... so this tiny little treasure started it... isn't it so cute.... I coudln't believe it and he knew really knew that this would make my day too, he found it in the weeds in the garden adn saved it for me... Did I mention HOW AWESOME HE IS!!!

here's what my origianl mini pumpkin was on the left side, heck that was tiny compared to the others but this new little guy blew him away didn't he.... i love love this little pumpkin...

theen rich took out the measuring tape just for fun and measured them, he was loving this just as much as I was... he's a pretty simple guy too.... the rest of the day i just kept smiling at him and we flirted and hugged and had the best day... my mind kept going back to him and all he does to care about me and how lucky i was.... then he did something just as sweet but personal and STILL G rated but oh soooo sweet and man alive did the butterflies start then and I didn't realize what for sure was going on. Come monday morning i wake up with such a full heart and it's beating and i'm dizzy and can't stop thinking of him.... i didn't really tell him too much before he left for work... then i emailed him and told him it's crazy but i have these feelings for you and how awesome he is and how i badly badly wished he was here with me today and needed him soooo much.... i knew he was busy but told him i had to just let him know.... he emailed back he loved me and missed me too but work has been crazy busy and there's NO WAY he could come home.... i tried to go about my morning... barely thinking or clearly.... then as i was sitting at the table i looked up and.....

HE WALKED THRU THE DOOR... MY KNIGHT... MY HERO... MY LOVE... GOT I COULDN'T BREATH OR THINK.... THE PIT OF MY STOMACH WAS SICK... MY HEART BURSTED... I WAS A MESS AND LIKE JELLO... YEP HE CAME HOME HE CAME HOME HE CAME HOME... I'VE BEEN SAYING FOR 3 DAYS NOW AND STILL NOT DONE SAYING IT..... HE KNEW HE KNEW THAT I NEEDED HIM THAT BADLY AND TOLD HIS BOSS HE HAD TO LEAVE.... WORDS CANT DESCRIBE WHAT THIS DID FOR ME.... HE LOVES ME....TRULY MADLY DEEPLY LOVES ME AND IS THERE FOR ME.... HE JUST KEEPS LAUGHING WHEN I SAY IT.... YOU CAME HOME... YOU CAME HOME....  I barely can leave his side now and just want him right here with me... I'm going to ask him out on a date??? HOPE HE SAYS YES!!! So I'm thinking yesterday how crazy this is and tried to explain it too him when I see this article....

CRUSH YOUR HUSBAND!! What I'm not crazy??? This can happen??? I read and re read it and then hightlight it and write on it and give him this and tell him this is how I'm feeling..... he laughs and is good about it... think he's actually kinda shy and embarrased at the attention.... I'm bursting just writing this... so I'm writing him a letter today and making a promise to be there more for him... to step up and treat him like a PRINCE ... to treasure him and LOVE HIM COMPLETLY AND WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL AND TRUST... YEP I NEED TO TRUST HIM MORE.... THIS IS HUGE HUGE FOR ME..... I HAVE TO MAKE HIM #1 MORE IN MY LIFE AND NOT JUST THE KIDS.... HE'S MY EVERYTHING AND MORE.... OK NOW I CAN QUIT SHOUTING RIGHT.... THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH FOR LETTING ME SHARE THIS..... I MAY BE ABSENT FOR A FEW DAYS WHILE I SPEND TIME WRITING LOVE LETTERS AND HEARTS TO HANG UP ALL OVER THE HOUSE AND STAYING GLUED TO HIS SIDE WHEN HE'S HOME ..... I WANT TO SAVOR THIS TIME AND NOT MISS OUT ON ANYTHING..... HERE'S ANOTHER PICTURE THAT HE ASKED ME TO POST BEFORE ALL THIS FALLING IN LOVE HAPPENED....

these are the last of the peppers... he arranged them just so to look pretty for this photo, he's soooo proud of him and of them.... don't they look great.... I'm lucky to have this AWESOME GUY!!

I've been collecting leaves now for 3 days, my head and heart can't handle much else... aren't they gorgeous and so FALL.... just going to sit and think about my husband and keep picking leaves for now and enjoying the great 70's weather we are having this week..... love it..

my project life from last week is almost done, just writing and I think this week will be dedicated to my hubby, full of love and photos and writing about him.... will post these next week...

Shahrul.... i have art to share and I'm soooo sorry for keep putting it off, this post is already so long but it's here and will post soon.... i want to THANK YOU THANK YOU for all your comments, support and inspiration you give me each week.... you could say that i've been crushing on your art so much lately.... love them all and i'm thinking of doing your "HAND" idea using my hubby and mines hands or just his maybe, will let you know. Thank you though for being so sweet.

For all of you that read all this thank you again and I LOVE ALL OF YOU TOO...