I will try to have this up tomorrow, too tired and lazy tonight. Just wanted everyone to know I'm having a much much better day today and thank you for all your kind and encouraging words in yesterday's comments. I needed them and it helped me so much. Today was much more friendly and the kids actually went to their grandma's house this afternoon so I've kept it pretty quiet and lazy because that's what I wanted. Hope everyone enjoyed their day today. Going to bed and will post first thing in the morning.